Not Enough

I have so many opportunities. So many things to choose from. I’m sorry if I sound ungrateful. I just can’t help thinking that I’m just not good enough. I know many people take criticisms as motivators but I can’t. I mean why bother to try if I know I will just fail? Having a dream and telling me anything is possible isn’t enough. I would love to have a rags to riches story someday but somehow I know that won’t happen. People have dreams and make them into realities. They come from nothing and make it something. All throughout they are happy; they are happy looking forward; they never stop thinking ahead and staying positive. And me, well I’ll just continue to live life pretending that all is well. Pretending that all my dreams will come true. As  for now, all I can do is smile as I write my confessions.